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Writings of Becky

Everything written by Becky M. S.

13 December
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I was thinking for anyone who hangs out with me or goes out with me, you must be forewarned.

Im more or likely going to corrupt you. I dont try on purpose, but growing up Ive always s been around guys. You know I can handle listening to jokes about sex and other disturbing things. Blood in movies and stuff like werewolves or vampires dont scare me neither. Vampires are a fascination of mine. I love the sudection in the darkness, and life in the blood. I don't mind playing rough either.

I'm NOT a loner, I'm very friendly and social, and there are even times I love being the center of attention. I love to perform. I like to sing and dance. I've been working on my voice for years. I write my own music and plan to someday record and perform it. I love Karaoke. There is no other freedom than let my voice fly off the stage. It's also an amazing high.

I'm the type of person who would dance to the music in my head in a full parking lot in the middle of a summer thunder storm. Yes, I'm crazy! Crazy doesn't even begin to describe it.

I'm a passionate person. I'm passion about the people in my life. I'm passionate about my music, my writings, my art, and about things in life that excite me.

I don't like rules, or being surpressed. It makes me go paranoid. I like to be me . . . fun and wild. I can't stand planning things. I love stuff at the spur of the moment.

I'm bouncy, and loud, and unorganized, and I never want to do the same things day in and day out.

I love hanging out with my friends, and I hate just sitting around at home. In fact, I want to travel all over the world. I want to see and do all I can possiblity can.

I don't know when anyone last day is . . . I believe: Live like each days is your last, and Face life like you're never going to die.

I'm a sweet-loving girl . . . I maybe 24 years, but I'm a kid at heart. I have my mature moments, but they're boring. I rather have fun in life and enjoy everymonet of it!

I have no secrets. I'm an open book . . . ask me anything.

I'm very loyal to my friends and family and I'm a very self-sacrficing person. Meaning that I would switch my own personal plans if I have to help someone out.

I want my friends and family to be happy. If I knew that I could do something just to help their happiness, let me know!

I hate pain. I'm a baby when it comes to pain. I would rather help someone, than give someone pain. I rather give my boyfriend pleasure than pain.

Money means nothing to me other than something I can use to keep a roof over my head. It's a tool, not a means to happiness. I'm NOT materialistic. I don't care about brand names, and I've never spent more than $20 on a pair of shoes.

I'm a writer, so when someone said something like a promise it means alot to me. I rely on words. I believe in the power of speech, and becare what you wish for. I love writing, but my spell, and grammar are horrible. . . okay, they just suck. I write anyway, because I express myself the best that way. I'm always writing. I write about every experience, and everything that gives me inspiration.

Im a very big tom-boy. I used to play in the creek at my moms house. I love to play sports, especially volleyball, basketball, and baseball. I'm extremely comptetive, esspecially with myself.

I'm always a student, I'm always learning something everyday. I try to learn from my mistakes, and try not to make the same mistake twice. Yes, I said try, come on, people, I'm only human. I also want to warn anyone that the thoughts in my mind scattered. So if you want me to organize my thoughts get me to write them down.

I love to laugh. In fact that's how I handle my sorrow, my pain, my fears, my anger, my bitterness, my jealousy, my envy, my saddness, my sickness and any other feelings I need to figure out. When I'm upset about something, I try to make myself laugh. It's when I can't laugh that I get in a depression. Believe me, you don't a giggly, fun-loving girl in a depression.

I am not offended by fowl language, and actually much of it is in my own vocabulary. (However when I am with parents or very young kids that arent related to me, I can control my language.)

I mean I have wore dresses and such, but I prefer my jeans.

I dont regularly wear makeup, in less it's to go some place nice or a part of a costom.

I usually speak my mind, and have a habit of being very blunt. (So if youre easily offended I'm forewarning you.) I also have a habit of saying things before I think of the consequences. I'm an opinionated and I can be a bitch.

My theme song is Bitch By Meredith Brooks. "I am a bitch, a lover, a child, a mother a sinner a saint. I do not feel ashamed. I'm a bitch I'm a tease, I'm a goddess on my knees when you hurt when you suffer I'm your angel undercover. I renowned, I'm relived. Cant say Im not alive and you wouldn't want it any other way.

I'm always looking for an adventure. I can never stay at one place for extremely long time, it just isn't me. (I'm usually all over, the mall, the movies, Cedar Point, wherever I can go.)

I love to have lots of friends. (Ive been pretty lonely lately.) I love to tell stories, jokes, and write songs. I can chat about nothing and everything. I'm loyal, sweet, understanding, fun to be with, and honest. I love to help a friend in need. I also give advice, but only when people ask for it first.

I would like to go into a small diner (one that's open all night,) and just talk and laugh until the sun comes up and the go to the beach and watch the sun rise. (I rather do that with a group that just one on one.)

I'm the type of girl who takes a raspberry iced-tea in one hand and drive my convertible with the other. When I break my fears, get some money and get my drivers license. I like the wind blowing in my hair.

When it comes to sports . . . I would rather be out on the field or court than watching them. I love to go on long walks. I like hiking. I like a good game of volleyball.

I love playing piano, singing, or writing. I want to write movie scripts, and may act in them someday. I want to be a songwriter. I want to record my own my music and get brave enough to perform it. I want to go on tour, and wake in the tour bus and not know what city Im in. I also want to write several novels.

I want to travel around the world. I want to see different thing, experience different cultures. Im always learning.

I want to have a life full of stories to tell my grand children. I want to tell them about all the people I've met and the adventures I've had. I eventually want kids, but now until I have lived a little first.